This is so relatable, I have been having a bit of a low as well because I felt like maybe I am wasting my time with art and all , and then I remembered I decided to do it not because of sales ( althought that is also a nice bonus), but because I have been dreaming to be an artist and create art as a way of living. I remember focusing so much on my career and work and being creatively drained and thinking this is not the life I want to live anymore. I want time to focus on things that makes me happy and that was always art. So I can understand your questions and turnmoil and debating whether to create or not create. But I must say I think you have found your way, I love the bright art you have been creating lately , I can tell you are more free and passionate. Please keep doing what makes you happy , because that is what has been inspiring us to follow your journey. To me you are a real artist :)
Full of emotions and rawness, my friend 🖤 Impulse decision-making is something I'm struggling with, too. I've had anxiety all my life and some days more than others. One of my meditation teachers once said "Be an outsider if you want to change the inside. You need to become an observer, not a controller, not a producer, not a director, but a spectator." He was talking about it in terms of our minds.
Needed this thought today: "You can’t imagine if you don’t pay attention." Also, I love the strange ladies at the end. An excellent, extremely relatable piece.
This is so relatable, I have been having a bit of a low as well because I felt like maybe I am wasting my time with art and all , and then I remembered I decided to do it not because of sales ( althought that is also a nice bonus), but because I have been dreaming to be an artist and create art as a way of living. I remember focusing so much on my career and work and being creatively drained and thinking this is not the life I want to live anymore. I want time to focus on things that makes me happy and that was always art. So I can understand your questions and turnmoil and debating whether to create or not create. But I must say I think you have found your way, I love the bright art you have been creating lately , I can tell you are more free and passionate. Please keep doing what makes you happy , because that is what has been inspiring us to follow your journey. To me you are a real artist :)
Full of emotions and rawness, my friend 🖤 Impulse decision-making is something I'm struggling with, too. I've had anxiety all my life and some days more than others. One of my meditation teachers once said "Be an outsider if you want to change the inside. You need to become an observer, not a controller, not a producer, not a director, but a spectator." He was talking about it in terms of our minds.
Needed this thought today: "You can’t imagine if you don’t pay attention." Also, I love the strange ladies at the end. An excellent, extremely relatable piece.
Thank you Tonya I m so happy that it resonates with you!
So relatable, Lyly!
Thank you Spencer ❤️